ADDICTED to ACTING

FEELING REJECTED

i auditioned for my school dance team, and like everything i audtion for i got REJECTED so i feel like shit as always when i find out im not good enough but still i keep trying. why? because i love it? i guess. nd i hated dance class today because mr.g always makes me learn routines then never puts me in the piece. oboviously im not good enough for a class dance either. which really sucks WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH?! and you know what i hate? when people say “IT’S NOT THAT YOUR BAD YOUR JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR YOU JUST DONT FIT THE PART” guys that so does not help. :(

ANY IDEAS FOR A TRAGIC LOVE STORY?

okay im writing a monolouge about this homeless person who has aids (for an aids day show at my school on dec.4th) ok so she’s here begging for change and no one will give her anythig then all these people start laughing at her and she says fine go ahead laugh you know nothing about me i was once like you. and then it goes into this great tragic lovve story about how it was  the greatest love of her life and how he dies in the end leaving her with nothing and she’s homeless and she ends up having aids (im going to make that a rape) anyway my goal is to bring tears to the eyes of the audience so the love story has to be REALLY REALLY GOOD. any ideas?

Relationships

okay as a chick every couple months i get all awww why cant i have a bf im so pathethic that no one wants me and yeah its depressing especially when ur a teenager and u have mad hormones. but yesterday i saw a chick crying because her bf broke up with her and she was complaing how stupid she looked crying over a boy. and she was right. when you have a bf its just so much work like do i look nice, omg is he gonna call me, why didnt he call me!, is he thinking abt me rite now, is he thinking abt someone else rite now? is he cheating on me blah blah blah and then eventually u break up. honestly having a relationship just sends a whole bunch of strong confusing emotions that you cant handle your way. in the end you can focus ur time and energy on something way better like ur dreams and passions. im really content on having no relationships at all rite now despite those depressiong days.

NEVER ENDING HOMEWORK WHY?

WHY AM I UP AT MIDNIGHT RIGHT NOW? IT’S NOT BECAUSE I’M WRITING MY STORY OR READING MANGA IT’S BECAUSE I HAVE A PILE OF NEVER ENDING HOMEWORK. AND THE THING IS I CANT NOT DO IT, IM COMPELED TO FINISH IT AND DO A GOOD JOB ON IT. I HAVE TO DO QUALITY WORK IDK WHY SOMETHING’S WRONG WITH ME IM STILL UP WRITTIG A NEVER ENDING PAPER INSTEAD OF SLEEPING OR WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THE STORY I LOVE. WHY DOES LIFE REVOLVE AROUND HOMEWORK?

REASONS WHY PEOPLE THINK THEY HATE ME

I’M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I’m EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I’m a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.

I’m BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.

I’m JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

I’m HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.

I’m ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.

I’m JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I’m GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I’m a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I’m ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I’m RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I’m ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world.

I don’t have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.

I’m REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I’m DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I’m SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I’m a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I’m IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I’m INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I’m NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I’m a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore…

I’m a DANCER, So I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear SKIRTS, so I MUST be a slut.

I’m a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I’m RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

I’m a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I’m CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I’m NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I’m a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I’m POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I’m ITALIAN, so I must have a big DICK.

I’m EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!

I’m PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A’S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I’m INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I’m a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I have BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.

I’m COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I’m RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that’s how Russians roll.

I’m GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.

I’m BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I’m PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I’m SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I’m POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I’m HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.

I’m PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.

I’m a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I’m a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude.

I’m STRAIGHT EDGE so i must be violent.

I’m a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.

I’m BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.

I’m BI so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.

I’m a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.

I’m SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.

I’m ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.

I’m CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC so I MUST hate homosexuals.

I’m MIXED so I must be fucked up. (meaning mixed race? If not then ignore this 1 haha)

I’m MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.

I’m in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.

I’m BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.

I’m MORMON so I MUST be perfect.

I’m WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I’m black

I’m GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.

I Love SHOPPING so I must be rich

i am Og so i must be MEXICAN

(what applies to you? bold it and post it)